Twisted Logic

Be obscure clearly- E.B.White

Is happiness ever an exclusive event? Exclusive of pain, sorrow, suffering. Is there ever a 100% perfectly happy moment? Just happiness. Nothing else. And can you be happy for no reason? I'm in quite an oxymoronic situation. The battle of the mind and the soul. Why am I unhappy? I called this on myself. I wanted this for me. And now that things are moving the way I wanted them to, why am I not happy. Why am I hoping for a divine intervention to set things right? And if God is omnipotent, why aren't things right ever since they started? My thoughts are my own. Then why are they influenced by what others have to say? Does God take revenge? 'Cuz you questioned your belief and turned agnostic for a fairly long time. Or for reading (and enjoying) The Satanic Bible. Does he get back at you by showing you a disaster masquerading as a ray of hope? Truth is always crystal clear. Like water. It gets muddy, but when the dirt settles down, you'll still be able to see through it. But what if the dirt is soluble? Scared. No. Not another rock bottom. It should just be a straight flight from where I am now. Yeah.